a fragile crumpled girl, failed when she tried, fighting for a life she has no wish to survive


drowning in fear of lovewe say the same thing over and over i dont think you hear a word i say to you i hear the pain behind your voice flinch as you lash out in angerdrowning in fear of love
you cant fool me though i know your lies, i see past your brick wall i know your fears my dear you cant pretend your not scared of this knowledge
the awareness that i know your secrets know when you lie, when you fake a laugh dont be afraid to admit the truth
youre a scared little boy who's been hurt and inside every man, yes dear, even you is a scared little boy, crying out in fear the real man, m


untitled 1you can run from yourself, or me but you can not hide the truth that i see in your eyes i know what you want, from the bottom of your heart now it's time i just have to wait for you to wrestle through this labyrinth that you created don't give up it's not that hard baby take my hand yours is shaking now close your eyes just trust me i'll do my best to be your guide we can make it through togetheruntitled 1


when i diei would like to change my corner of the world.when i die
i would like to say that it matters whether i do or die.
but in the end, i believe that nothing matters anyway.
i would like to believe you care,
that you would be my savior,
take my hand and lead me off the path i walk,
but frankly my dear, you don't give a damn.
so i'll stumble along, try to find my way.
i wish you would catch me when i finally fall,
so i won't have to die alone.


Here's to LifeHold up just a moment, please Dont step through that door. Your feet are cold And I dont think youre ready.Here's to Life
Prove me wrong if you will You know that I cant stop you. I only ask you to hear me out At least once more.
As you live Take your head out of the sand Theres too much beauty here and now DONT LET IT PASS YOU BY!
Live and love, teach and grow And keep an open mind DO NOT WORRY! Let the stars shine in your eyes.
Watch the sunset and feel the dew AND LIVE WITHOUT REGRETS! &nbs


Numb-In Not So Many WordscalmNumb-In Not So Many Words
numbings
trickle from my mind flooding me with a false security... and tears... its okay.... its okay....
nothing and nothing utter vast
of space and time in shelter
numb- in not so many words
its okay.... its okay....
for if i breathe am i not alive? for if i run am i not mobile? for if i sing am i not free?
for if my shallow heart still beats do i no
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"There is no point in seeing another fiery sunrise if your own flame for living has died."
On a lighter note.....thankyou for the favourite. I hope you do something nice with her photo.
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But now I realize I'd give anything I have to walk a day in my old shoes. Wondering what my first smoke would be like, my first fuck, my next fuck up.
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